"I Want To Be 5 Again"
my resignation as an ADULT.
I have decided I would like to accept
the responsibilities of a 5 year old again.
think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle
and make ripples with rocks.
because you can eat them.
I want to play kickball during recess
and paint with watercolors in art.
and run a lemonade stand with my friends
on a hot summers day.
When all you knew were colors, addition tables
and simple nursery rhymes.
But that didn't bother you, because you didn't
know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
because you didn't know all the things
that should make you worried and upset.
That everyone in it is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
I matured and I learned too much.
I learned of nuclear weapons,war, prejudice,
starvation and abused children.
suffering, illness, pain and death.
I learned of a world where men left their
families to go and fight for our country,and
returned only to end up living on the streets...
begging for their next meal.
where children knew how to kill...
that everyone would live forever,
because we didn't grasp the concept of death
was if someone took the jump rope from you
or picked you last for kickball?
of life and be overly excited by little
things once again.
fun and music was clean.
When television was used to report the news
or for family entertainment and not to
promote sex,violence and deceit.
that everyone was happy because I was.
I would walk on the beach and only think
of the sand between my toes and
the prettiest seashell I could find.
climbing trees and riding my bike.
I didn't worry about time, bills or where
I was going to find the money to fix my car.
I used to wonder what I was going to do or be
when I grew up, not worry about what I'll do if
this doesn't work out.
I don't want my day to consist of computer
crashes,mountains of paperwork,depressing
news,how to survive more days in the month
than there is money in the bank,doctor bills,
gossip,illness and loss of loved ones.
hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace,
dreams, the imagination, mankind and
making angels in the snow.